new december 9: no difference

it's not New anymore.
the chill is getting monotonous.
it is just an empty promise,
never going to bring snow.
only teasing sparkles of
ice on my windshield,
blocking my vision.
is it worth wiping them off?
no. so i drive, straining to
stay on the path, but
not really caring if i
deviate, because
what difference does it
make, really?