I can't vocalize these things.

As we were sitting there,
I fell back into my Old Habit
of pointing out everything
around me and then
explaining why I am
looking at it.

I hate it when I do this.
I wonder if I will
always do this and
if I am boring you
but not in a sad
"woe is my life way"
but just an analytical way.

and also I wonder why
some people can tolerate
being around me doing
not a lot for a long time
but other people just
have to keepmoving
keepgoingfindsomethingelse
todo or somewhere else
to be that isn't me.