Roger Rabbit David Bowie

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the good news is: i clearly do not have adhd.

i feel like x and z.
it's 6:41 am.
2 hours of laying and
listening to my
heart beat/stomach rumble.
my face does not feel.
food does not taste like
anything but it slithers
down like slime.
same clothes again.
would I really do this
again? no, I guess not.
it started as a buoy
now it's a hindrance.

i literally cannot sleep.
is this what insomnia is like?
i keep talking but it isn't me.
it's a copy of my voice over and
over saying things to each other.
there is the feeling of visions
of flashing lights, fast moving
objects and shapes just out
of my close-eyed sight.
i try to slow them down.
there's someone in my head
but it's not me.......
when will I crash? come down?
have you ever felt like this?